I need a life

I need a life

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(no subject)	[Apr. 28th, 2006\|11:35 pm]
So this is what has become of you and I You are gone, and I'm left to cry Its a depressing way how it had to end No last words, not even friends I know that I should just forget But you left me filled with so much regrets One day soon I will fall apart One day soon I will have no heart Can't you see what you're doing to me I wish for the days of "it use to be" But this is my life now, no you Best friends once, but now we're thourgh I hope this can be my final lie I'm so happy, that this is goodbye -natrina
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poems

[Apr. 23rd, 2006|08:53 pm]

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If you read my xanga, you know that this is now my poems website.

Looking closer

As I looked at her face, eyes drenched in red
I watched her cry, every tear she sheads
This girl cried her soul out, for she was alone
All I could hear was the sound of her moan
So she told me how it had been
And all she had left was a small fake grin
As though she had nothing, I quietly listened
To hear her own story as she began to glistened
She told me about some past love
How she soon had to let go of
How it was quickly found and lost
After love was gone, pain was the only cost
She told me how he had left her, alone to die
although I could barely hear her over her cry
He had taken her in to break her heart
Watch her die and she fell apart
As she cried and scream she looked at me
I looked at her, as I began to finally see
She looked like someone I use to know
Like a side of me I will never show

Falling apart

Falling for you made me fall apart
I trusted you, but you broke my heart
I don’t understand why you had to leave
You left me with the lies you made me believe

And that time you said “Everything would work out in the end”
Everything is broken, we are not even friends
I’ve been lonely here, no one seems to care
You never loved me, I may say it isn’t fair

That I would lost the one I care for so much
That I would lost my best friend, his touch
For you were my prince on his horse
And to let you go, I will always remorse

But now I know who you really are
Someone who never cared, someone who is so far

-natrina

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juice and granola	[Apr. 22nd, 2006\|06:57 pm]
So it seems that we are so close to high school. Exactly ONE MONTH (excluding weekends and holidays and blah blah) isnt that just amazing? Well lets just not get crazy and "go wild" during high school, we keep our cool. jk. I'm pretty estactic about. are you? Testing next week! ya know the usual "eat a good breakfast," "sleep good" but who does that? ever? most people sleep at 12 and barely have time in the morning to eat well. Thats probably why my test scores are not as good as I want them to be. Ya know the truth is that my favorite part about testing is little packets of juice and yummy granola bars. :] -natrina
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the homestrech

[Mar. 27th, 2006|05:57 pm]

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yea yea, everyday gets a little more different. Ms. long said we are going for the "homestrech" which makes it about the end of the year, as it seems. This year went by fast, can't wait for high school. Thats for sure. Although eighth grade has been filled with what some can only say is drama?! oh well, gotta love the drama. right?
a period- star wars eh?, worked on the book fair
b period- math..FUN! yea, right
c period- yipeee. volleyball leaves bruises.
snack-say what?!
d period- I like ms. long, she is funny.
e period- no talking? of course mr. egigian.
lunch- eat, talked, the usual.
f period- mr. haskvitz gots me sleeping
afterschool- went to ms. callisters room to give our art applicantions, me, vivian, and pauline are going to have the time of our lives, you just wait. After that, track pictures! siting while the grass poked my skin? not all that great if you ask me. Steven pulled my bra strap and paul threw grass at me, not nice! painful, why yes. After that we were suppose to do a lap around all the backstops, but being the rebel I am, me and vivian just went to change, ran to the locker rooms as ms. lemaire turned away. She looked mad, everyone was dicthing. Went to the park with vivian, chris h., scott, eddie, saw cam, jason, and phillip. Phillip spat (spat?thats a word right?) candy at me, but thats okay. I had tide to go, which worked amazingly! though they could not see the magic of it because I had to leave so soon.
-natrina

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tsk, tsk

[Mar. 22nd, 2006|05:59 pm]

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livejournal is so hard to make pretty, although I like it. Its nice, today was a okay day. I suppose

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talk talk, yadda yadda

[Mar. 20th, 2006|09:31 pm]

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Everyone has a myspace, people are going back to xanga.
I like livejournal, not many people have it
although, Im not sure who will read this
for I havent really told people about my livejournal
oh well
they will have to find out some way

-natrina

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